Have you ever heard the story of leap year? It is on 29 of February which happens once in four year. There are so many mystery with this date. Well, i surely have the same riddle with this thing. The difference is on 29 December, not february which is his day. He, in this term, refers to the one I loved but he dumped me.
I might have been so sad and upset during this time. I was overthinking much that I would be depressed, cried all day, because I did not know what to do. Really want to say but I know that he might have celebrating his day with another girl. Petani.
This is another evidence that I see, that Allah always love us no matter what. He is Beneficent and Merciful. Everything that He gives me beyond my capacity, I could not even think about that. I did; prayed that I wanted to conquer my fearness when I face 29 December. You know what Allah gave me on that day?
Hectic. It is one word but means alot. We can forget everything when we are hectic. I had a bouch of work to do that made me forget about ‘that’ day. I woke up early in the morning, went to office at 8 am like usual. Then, a day before, my cousin came from Jakarta and she asked me whether I wanted to be her model for make up. I agreed. But that day quite hectic, I check the work in the workshop and visiting my family whom sick near to that area. The workshop is quite big with alot rolls of fabrication. When i checked, I climbed to the top and walked in footstep without any safety tools. I just believe. That was amazing experiences. The place was under construction.
After I got the permit from my workplace, I visited my cousin whom make up artist and started the work. It was collaboration with few people. I got photoshoot after touched up and it finished until afternoon. It was tight schedule. But I love the photo concept on that time, especially the studio. I could not cry in the make up, so the sky was crying and I drink a hot chocolate as a shelter while chit chat with everyone on the studio.
After coming back to home, i washed my make up and prayed. Then my mom asked me to go to have pizza together. I agreed her. I just realized that I have not had anything to eat since morning. I had a quality time with my mother and sister.
My friends from another city called me after I finish my early dinner with my mom. She told me that she wanted to know the direction to some restaurant in my town. Culinary is my hobby, so I agreed her. I meant to visit her a while, but I did not know that she was with her big family. So I was being a guide for them. In terms of courtesy, I had to have a small talk with them.
When I reached home, it was quite late of night. I had a talk with mom before sleeping and getting ready to sleep without realizing that the mystery day was already done. Times up! I really want to thank God whom already planned this day as well so I did not even feel the riddle with this day. I am so Grateful.